This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

我在深夜里不停地想很多的事。睡意全无的我，一直在想很多很多的疑问，一直都找不到答案。毕竟寻找这些答案也需要一股很大的勇气和无比的坚强。我的精神已变得虚弱，对这也有心无力了。望着天花板，看到的，都是暗淡的。失落、抑郁、彷徨、绝望等的灰色情绪，我全都拥有。心里有无法形容的郁闷，我不停地问: “为什么是这样? 为什么你要扔下我不理? 为什么你要离开?”

 原本对世界已没有信心的我, 因为你, 而 学会珍惜我的一切, 更学会了坚强。 虽然我害怕被拒绝，更害怕失望，我也学会了勇敢地去爱。这些，都是因为有你。可是现在，你都一手打掉我所有的希望和期盼。没错！你有资格，可是你狠心吗？ 你根本不狠心丢下我不管！为什么要强迫自己？我记得她那残酷的眼神，那个令我全身起鸡皮疙瘩的奸笑声。是她！都是她的恶作！我又在问：“为什么?”

我拾起和你拍的照片，看着它，我心里有莫名的心酸。这个相框，是你抛在地上的。相框的玻璃就像我的心一样碎了。我捡起一片玻璃碎，心里起了全新的疑问: 死能不能解决问题? 死又是什么感觉? 太多疑问了！我不要去想了！

它轻轻地擦过我的手腕。不错，很锐利！鲜血的颜色是那么的鲜艳但可怕。眼泪一滴一滴的流下，黑暗慢慢地把握吞进肚里...

In English:

I thought about a lot of things deep into the night. I don't feel sleepy, I just keep thinking of a lot of questions, but I can't find an answer. After all, it takes a lot of courage and strength to look for these answers. I am low in spirit, I want to find the answers, but I no longer have the strength. Looking at the ceiling, all I see is dull darkness. I feel all sorts of sad and dull emotions. In my heart there's an undescribable feeling of sorrow. I keep asking: "Why does it have to be that way? Why did you stop caring about me? Why did you leave?"

At first, I had lost confidence in this world. But because of you, I learnt to appreciate what I have, and to stay strong. Even though i'm afraid of rejection and disappointment, I learnt to love bravely. All because I had you. But now, you took away all my hopes. Yes! You have the right to, but are you that heartless? I know you're not! Why are you forcing yourself? I remember her icy stare and that laugh that sent shivers down my spine. It's her! It's all her fault! I ask again: "Why?"

I picked up the photo I took with you, looking at it, I feel sorrow in my heart. You threw the photo frame on the floor. The glass of the frame broke like my heart. I picked up a pieace of the broken glass. In my head, new questions came: Can death fix all the problems? What does it feel like to die? There's too many questions!! I don't want to think anymore!!

It gently rubbed against my skin. Not bad, it's very sharp. The colour of fresh blood is so bright but scary. Tears rolled down slowly, darkness overcomed me...

和你分手后所度过的这几个月，是心灵找不到寄托的一段痛苦时光。自从认识你之后，我才明白世界上所发生的每件事都不再与我无关。我同时也感激自己生在这个世界上。就如同我深爱着你的内心一样，我也深爱着有你的世界。看到路边一朵小花，就让我联想到有你的那段日子。把头靠在你肩膀的那一天。随着落日消失在海的另一边，我们的爱是那么甜美。这个春天可能是各自的春天，但是却是我最痛的春天。祝你永远幸福，再见！

My translation is crap but anyway, in English:

In the few months I've been through after breaking up with you, has been a bitter time where I can't find peace in my heart. Only since I've met you, did I understand that all the things that happen in this world has something to do with me. I appreciate being able to live on this world. Like how deep my love for you is, I love the world that you're in. Looking at a small flower on the roadside, I remembered the times I had with you. The day I leaned my head on your shoulder. Like the sun setting into the other side of the sea, our love was so sweet. Maybe this Spring, is a Spring of our own, but it's the most painful Spring i've ever had. I wish you happiness, goodbye.